The Eternal I That I Am

I didn't tell anyone of my experience for the longest time. It was because I thought  they would think I was crazy, or that I was lying or making it up. I was only 12 years old when it happened. It was the beginning of a lifelong question that never seemed to have an answer.

After that day, I knew in the depths of my being, that I was not this body that people see, and came to know as me. 

It was the day that the eternal touched my consciousness to remind me of who I am. As I floated up near the ceiling, I looked down on my lifeless body below. It was very brief, as I quickly returned bringing animation back to my body. Once again, I looked at the world through these physical eyes that were the only things I had known, until now. Now I knew something different, I wasn't sure what it was, but it was eternal.

Love Too Late

If you don't love me now,
It will be too late.
For destiny will unfold,
When you love me then,
I will know that you never loved me.
If I am blinded by your beauty,
I may not care.
But I will know,
You never loved me.
When I rise to the glory of God's creation,
Everyone will love me,
But it will not be the love I wanted from you.
I wanted you to look into my soul through my eyes.
I wanted you to watch my lips,
And long for a kiss.
You didn't even hear my footsteps drawing near,
You didn't see my shadow disappear.
When everyone loves me it will be a blur,
And you will melt into a tie dyed tirade.
When you were a distant dream
I adored you
When it is too late I will wake from my dream,
And you will be gone.

Blessing

Blessing...
See the blessing, know the blessing.
You are in the pouring rain, but it is not water.
It is God's loving grace, peace, mercy, strength, joy, and all of the good that can be wrest out of material life, infused with all of the goodness and insight into the heavenly realm.
So, with blessing raining down, do not use an umbrella.
Accept God's love, as it is said in scripture, "Be still and know that I am God".
I argued, my argument carried no weight but was a burdensome load, a painful suffrage, a loathsome existence.
"Know God-Know Peace, No God-No Peace" comes to mind.
It is true, and I "see" it everywhere now.
It is as obvious as ice being cold and fire being hot.
It is faith, praise God!
Accepting God is painless, resisting God is the sole cause of all pain.
The light of God is so bright I cannot deny, and the darkness cannot exist in its presence.
The "J" Man has come to set the record straight, follow his lead and you will be resurrected from the darkness. You will be raised from the dead.
I'm f-ing serious!
You are the walking dead if you have not accepted the 'light of the world' into your life.
Do you understand?
"Believe on me and you will have everlasting life", and "the price of sin is death".
What is sin?
It is resistance to the consciousness of and reverence to the Creator, the belligerent denial of It's existence.
Let the light into your life and you will be saved.
"If you think you know, you do not know as you should know" is from scripture.
This is not just talking to you, it is meant for everyone.
So, when someone tells you they know something about God, Jesus, or anything other than material life, take it with a grain of salt, because scripture says they do not know.
This is why people are turned away from the beauty, joy, peace, comfort, and the love of God.
And the world is plunged into darkness as the result.
When the way of the world angers you, know it is the way of the world, not the way of God.
Know it is the way of denial of the Creator, know it is the walking dead.